Happier Than Ever!

Right now, I am very happy. My life is coming together quickly and in the best of ways. I know I have posted about it before, but I'm marrying my best friend and my little sister is marrying hers and everything is just coming together beautifully. My parents have been especially kind lately even though they are a little stressed with two weddings coming up! I just know that this is going to have a happy ending :)

Elizabeth is Engaged!

My little sister Elizabeth is engaged to Mr. Darcy! I just knew that she liked him! I am so happy that they are finally engaged! Mr. Darcy is going to be such a great husband and father if they ever have any children, which I'm sure they will! Elizabeth and Darcy's wedding is going to be just lovely, I know it! Now most of us Bennet girls will be married :) I know how proud our parents are!

Everything is Coming Together

For the past few weeks, everything has just been coming together! The wedding planning is going great! I have tasted a few different cakes and I have finally decided on a dress and flowers! The wedding is going to be absolutely beautiful, and I cannot wait for everyone to come! I know that my family is very excited! Mr. Bingley has also been trying to sneak a peek at my dress, but I think it's bad luck! I want him to be surprised! 

Engagement!

So Bingley proposed to me today! I cannot even explain my joy! I am the happiest I have ever been right now! I just really hope that my sister Lizzy can find someone, like Darcy! I cannot wait to marry Bingley, he is one of my best friends and so sweet and kind and considerate :) He's everything I have ever wanted, needed, and I could just go on and on! I cannot wait for the wedding!

No More Pretending

I am so tired of pretending that I am not upset about Bingley.  He is visiting soon, and I am truly scared to see him. I have been acting like it doesn't affect me, but it really does. When I see that man I want to slap his beautiful face. I just cannot believe that he left me like he did. I am astonished. I hope that when he sees me he will realize what big mistake he made by leaving me and I hope that he wants to come back. I might not let him back in, but he is an amazing man. His leaving me left me broken hearted, but life goes on.

Bingley in Netherfield

So the news has arrived that my former love, Mr. Bingley is coming to visit Netherfield park. I do not know if I will see him or not and I do not know if it will be awkward or not. I really hope that it won't be. It probably will be, considering that he shattered my heart. I really do think he is quite handsome though and I might give him a second chance if I even get one. Mr Bingley is a great man, but I am disappointed that he left me without a word. 

Darcy Found Lydia

I would like to thank Mr. Darcy very much for finding my dear baby sister, Lydia. We were all very worried about her. Mr. Darcy it is truly amazing that you found her. I am sure that we are all shocked about her engagement to Wickham, but at least she is okay. I am very happy to hear that we know where she is. Thanks again, Darcy!

Elizabeth Has Changed

My dearest sister Elizabeth has finally changed her opinion about Mr. Darcy; she has realized what a kind hearted person he really is. He does mean well but, no offense Mr. Darcy, he's just a little socially awkward. I am just very glad that Elizabeth is finally realizing what a great man he is! Thank you Lizzy, for taking a step forward and making a new friend :)

Coping

So I have decided that I need to cope with my little sister's marriage. My perspective on Bingley has changed, so why shouldn't my perspective on this marriage also? I need to happy that she will not grow up to be an old wench. This is a good thing. It is also pleasing to my mother.

My Father is Coming Home

As you can see from the title of this post, my father is coming home. I am very happy about it too. I have missed my father dearly. I do not like it very much when he is away. That is why I am happy he is coming back to us. He was dealing with my little sister Lydia's not very wise choices. Well, I am very happy that my father is back!

Writing to Elizabeth

After I was informed of my little sister's elopement, I decided to write a letter. This letter was written to my sister Elizabeth. In the letter, I told her about how Lydia eloped to Wickham. I know she will be very confused as to why she married him too, but oh well. There's not much we can do about it now, is there? I guess all we can do is hope for them to have a happy marriage.

ELOPED?!

So I recently found out about an elopement. This elopement is between my dear sister Lydia and Wickham. I have no idea why she would ever go for that ignorant man. Her reasoning is beyond me. I do wish them a very happy marriage, though. I love you very much Lydia, but your husband not so much! Maybe he is a better man around you. I sure do hope so.

A New Outlook

I have decided that I am changing my outlook on the Bingley situation. He did leave me, and I did go to London, but I am grateful that it happened. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I am glad that I experienced this and I am also happy that it is over for now. 

Good to be Me

I know that Lady Catherine has been very hard on my little sister Lizzy's self esteem so I decided to let her know that Lizzy is content the way she is and so am I. I like our life style. I do not care for what Lady Catherine has to say about it. It's good to be a Bennet. I am proud to say I come from the Bennet family. 

A Sunny Day

Today the sun was shining so beautifully so I went for another walk. On my walk, I ran into an old friend in the park and we talked for a while. I do hope my sister Elizabeth is enjoying her stay. Also, on my walk, I thought about my baby sister who is running off to find a military man. The sun was shining so brightly and I got an nice tan, so it was okay.

Relaxing Day

Today was spent at home baking with my lovely sister. It was very relaxing. After we baked, I took a walk and cleared my mind. Then, I went inside the house to learn a song on the piano. After that, I read a very good book. It was a relaxing day.

I'm HOME :)

I'M HOME GUYS :) It was a fantastic trip and I am so happy that I went! I did not appreciate Darcy gossiping about me, but at least I'm on someone's mind! It's good to be home, I missed my family and my bed! The places we visited were absolutely STUNNING! 

My New Dress!

TThis is my new dress! Isn't it just beautiful?! I got it from my dear friend Charlotte, she sold it to me for a very low price! I just love Charlotte :) I think she is a wonderful person! Well, I cannot wait to wear this dress and I hope it looks great at the next ball!

A Walk in the Park :)

Today I took a beautiful stroll in the park! I saw a homeless man so I stopped and gave him a few coins for some food and water. He seemed very grateful and thanked me many times for being so gracious. I love doing good deeds, they make people smile and leave me feeling better about my day! Oh, I also bought a new dress today and it is just darling! I will post a picture of it soon :)

Miss you Liz!

Today was an amazing day!(: I made some new friends and almost completely forgot about the man who left me. I miss my baby sister Lizzy! I hope she is having a wonderful time on her visit! Love you, Liz!